User blog:LongClawTiger/Panem is a dark place...

When I was first invited to come visit this site, I thought it would be a great place to come. It was being developed by people I thought of as friends and it was about content that I have absolutely come to love. What better combination could there be, right?

Since coming here, I seem to be stepping on a lot of toes without really meaning to. I ask about some things and if it hasn't been finalized yet, I get yelled at for causing too much stress. I offer to help develop the site and get rejected every time. I try to make suggestions and get yelled at again because I am piling too much on the shoulders of those who are building the site.

I hear about stress because of trying to figure out rules. I have been RPing in numerous systems since before most, if not all, of the other members were born. Why am I not a good resource to help with this?

I hear about stress because of trying to type up back stories for the whole setting. Many of the admins have seen what I can do with fanfics and even now trust me to start new collabs with them. Why am I not good enough to help out with anything here?

Is this an all girls club, so no boys allowed? Am I considered too old for anyone to feel comfortable around? What did I do to lose the trust of this group?

Whatever the answer, I don't feel welcome here anymore. I will leave you to develop this site in peace.

LCT